Do I have a problem...?

So I'm the girl who's told all her friends that clamed there in love that "were in middle school I really doubt ur 'in love' with him/her no matter how much u like him/her wait tell u mature more to say weather ur 'in love' or not"... I've had many boyfriends and girlfriends not a unreal amount. Maybe in my life time I've had about 7 all together I'll 15 in 7 days. And I have a girlfriend and I have never felt so attracted to another person as I do to her, except my boyfriend yes, I also sorta have a boyfriend, and they know about each other and they don't care they are like "woo! 3 ways all the time" as a joke... We have never had sex and I'm not alowed to be near Eather of them cuz neither of there parents like me cuz I'm bisexual and I'm a Wiccan and there both Christians and extremely homophobic. And I'm not going to change anything about myself to satisfy there parents. Cuz it would never work... Well as I was saying I feel so strongly about them and I want them to be with me all the time. And when were not touching (non sexually, like holding hands or hugging. I feel cold and alone and I get really depressed. I'm not obsessed with them cuz I'm not thinking about them 24/7 I'm not crazy doing any thing to get with them. I'm just living. And I actully think I'm 'in love' despite what I told all my friends about how young we are And all that... So any one been threw something like this help please.