Why does happiness cause suicidal thoughts?

You are in a seriously dangerous place for NO reason...so you Gay, so am I! Big deal! I have had a great life, better than most others, Gay or Straight that I know. What's Gay have to do with this? Call suicide hot line (Gay switchboards are in all big towns!) and get to talking! They will guide you in right direction to get rid of this nonsense. It gets better, and better , and better...... Trust me, was where you're at once, found there was life outside a small home town of very stupid people! gw