Why Me. Im A Good Person.?

Sometimes I feel like escaping the world for awhile does anyone know what I mean. I've always been a good kid never stole,cheated,never rude to anyone I help my parents around the house I pray for others and not just myself. I mean I had to quit school Jr. year cause of bullying (Im 17 by the way) I just passed a kidney stone a few hours ago. I have very little friends (1 friend to be exact) I had to take counseling last year for anxiety. I wanna be singer but no one likes REAL music anymore. I mean Why Me. I knowI could have it worse but it just seems to me all the bad people in this world who do wrong get everything in life that they desire. I've been feeling this way since 2003. The only happy times for me was my childhood from the 90's so Nostalgic. Anyways Im not alone right? Im not the only who feels this way....right? I don't know what to do : (